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e: kamusta ka na d.i.? kanina nandito si ml sabi ko kse kilala kita at si m eh brod in law ko. miss ur company. di na tayo nagkita ng pasko. sad din kami sa nangyari sa inyo. anyway, hoping for d best for both of u

d: hi e! great 2 hear from u. i'm doing good. kyo? miss ko na rin kyo pati c n. sana nmn e ok kyo. pde nmn tyo kita since lapit nmn tyo diba? niwey, sad din ako inspite of. but i hope he is very happy now. :)

e: hi di! late reply. how i wish i cn go out one time for lunch pag hindi busy. magkikita din tayo. naging part ka din ng family and u wil always be remembered. :) alam ko naman u loved each other. akala ko talaga kayo na. God has His reasons. wish u all d best dis 2009! take care and God bless

d: akala ko din. i love to be part of ur family. agree, God has a reason. so i am just going thru the flow keeping in mind 2 b positive and to trust His plan 4me. so many things 2 say but too late na. do send my regards 2 d t family.

whenever it comes to this ex, sad tears easily flow down my face. not because i am still brokenhearted. though my heart is healing, it is sad that we have to part ways without exhausting all means first before i ended it. i was not aware of it. realizing it when it was already too late. i was selfish, thinking of just myself. unaware that we should think of the "US" part and not the "ME". compromise and communication is what was lacking on our part.

did i regret it? not. because in every failure or mistake, there is always lessons to be learned. i will not realize the lesson if it not for the situation. maybe i am not so wise. but this, sometimes, is a way for me to learn and grow.

i am hopeful that in the end, all will be well with the two of us. we need the time to recover from the pain and heal the heart. i hope in the end, we would friends, forgiven. peace of mind. very happy in each others own lives.

i will be grateful. this is in God's hands.

to my dear friends, maybe you will get mad at me for the things i said here. pride aside, i just want to be honest. this is what i deserve for myself. :)