Friday, December 4, 2009

8 more days

8 more days and I'll be going home to celebrate Christmas with what's left of my family.

listening to the auld lang syne now, one of the SATC OST song. brings me tears to my eyes. both happy and sad. happy that i will be spending the holiday with my sis and niece and my mermaids. sad as it is another year of celebrating it with no better-half giving me a warm hug and a sweet, sweet kiss - on the forehead, the cheeks and on my lips.

i've got this vision that's been going in my mind. the kind of vision that i wanted God to grant me. they say that when you focus yourself to the vision, pass the obstacles of how to get there, it will come to you. i hope it will come soon. trying my very best to focus on it -- with great difficulty.

i'm slipping a bit... i need to get my endorphins pumping.

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