dear friend,
thank you for pointing it out. note taken. moving forward, i will try not to complain endlessly. i just don't get it when you said something about me being happy abroad. that hurt me. ouch! where the hell did that come from?
to be honest, there were at times that i also noticed it myself too - complaining endlessly. i confided to another friend, someone you also know, about my complaining and was apologetic to her for putting it up with me. she told me that i was not complaining but rather just venting my frustrations.
true. i'm frustrated. and true, i complain. yes, a lot. i tried to fix it. to do things, suggest things, escalate the issues to resolve the problem. but then, all of my efforts have not been fruitful or perhaps fell on deaf ears or maybe i'm not effective in turning things around? i don't know.
so i hope you don't get hurt for posting this entry about the incident. i didn't blog to get back at you but rather, this is my diary where i am free to express whatever i feel. and since you know this blog, i guess i decided to hit two birds with one stone.
i'm a slow thinker. i need to process it, play it on my mind and analyze it before i can explain my side. by the time that is done, it is already too late to rebut.
no solicited advices nor comments, please. my complaining is mine to figure out.
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